Finding Center and Balance
For me, I spent years becoming aware of myself.
My abilities and talents, my limitations, and the things I really enjoy.
What I never found in all of my self exploration, was my center. It wasn't because I didn't know what was within. I could see nearly everything. What I never experienced was the place where I carry my balance. The zero point that I called home and kept me in one balanced central place. So from day to day I roamed and explored and was a different person at different times. Some selves were of a vastly higher vibration. Some were remarkably lower. Some times I could reach and explore distant etheric realms. Sometimes I would be absorbed in the micro world with the bug on a tree leaf. All of these were me. But when I was finished with my exploring and reaching I would remain to wander. Never returning to a perch called home. I didn't have a central place to rest. A place to be at peace and just sit my consciousness for a rest. Meditation and stillness was impossible. And not for trying. There was simply no place of still. Searching and seeing vast horizons and worlds was all I knew.
This allowed for awesome exploration and growth. But ultimately led to the realization of great imbalances in my self, and exhaustion, of the Body as well as the Soul. I never really rested. Not at night, not between steps, not between thoughts, not between moments in time. All was constantly in motion a continuous morphing of self.
Then an Angel came at a time of great change. One of those who gifts their presence to walk the earth among us. She showed me a point in my chest around my collar bone. It was above my heart center, below my throat chakra. When she pointed it awakened. First as a tiny point of bright light. It quickly became a white cross or star. It reached slightly up and down in height and vast distances side to side to the horizons. It remained all evening and was solidly in place the next morning. It was a place of stability. A common perch. It grew in stableness and size for several days. About three days later it slowly shifted down. I had earlier in the year awakened a vast space of heart, of heart center, and it was a place I often experienced the world from, and explored self within. On this day this white cross of centering and balance merged with my Heart Center. At that moment if become a place to always return. A place called home.
There is now a vast calmness within me whenever I need it. It is very amazing. In this place all is fine in the world. All is possible. All makes sense.
Do I live there always?
No not yet.
I still catch myself off balance. I still need reminders from angels.
But day by day I am getting closer to always returning there. It usually takes a little time to retrain the mind and it's habits. Some of us learn quicker than others. Some of us get caught wandering farther than others and forget the way home. It's all good and all part of growth.
Will I eventually always live there?
I dream it so.
Here is an example of applying this center ...
When I reach a new town in a far away place, and that fear that I'm way out on a limb starts to creep up. I now look and see I'm off center a little. I find that center balance and smile at everyone I meet, connect with Mother Earth, remember who they are, what they do for me, and what I do for them, and all is wonderful. Home at last within and without. ?
Here is an example of where I still wander and lose my way home ...
I carry others advice very dearly. I know everyone counts and everyone has something to add and share. It's why we are here walking the path with others. And I honor and cherish every word of those I love. Like everyone I easily get caught up in lessons and teachings of others. Other's truths. Which could easily apply to me, or perhaps only apply to them, or both, or just thoughts. And often they may only be reading the current vibration I'm emanating from myself. And often are channelling directly what Spirit needs me to know.
But I find myself easily lost and following a maze of mixed possibilities. And quickly find I'm flip flopping all over. Out of balance.
If I remember to stop! and reach the center I find My answers for me. I can see the possibilities and more easily decide which ones I like. Which ones I choose. Which I will manifest. Self centering will become so important.
So from here out I will work diligently at always returning home.
To always finding that place.
That place of peace between steps,
between words,
between thoughts,
between worlds.
- Love always - Avatar Seriph Soph
P.S. This will also reduce the stress level with friends I call on too often. (LOL)
Original Eagle image from an early morning midcoast Maine
My abilities and talents, my limitations, and the things I really enjoy.
What I never found in all of my self exploration, was my center. It wasn't because I didn't know what was within. I could see nearly everything. What I never experienced was the place where I carry my balance. The zero point that I called home and kept me in one balanced central place. So from day to day I roamed and explored and was a different person at different times. Some selves were of a vastly higher vibration. Some were remarkably lower. Some times I could reach and explore distant etheric realms. Sometimes I would be absorbed in the micro world with the bug on a tree leaf. All of these were me. But when I was finished with my exploring and reaching I would remain to wander. Never returning to a perch called home. I didn't have a central place to rest. A place to be at peace and just sit my consciousness for a rest. Meditation and stillness was impossible. And not for trying. There was simply no place of still. Searching and seeing vast horizons and worlds was all I knew.
This allowed for awesome exploration and growth. But ultimately led to the realization of great imbalances in my self, and exhaustion, of the Body as well as the Soul. I never really rested. Not at night, not between steps, not between thoughts, not between moments in time. All was constantly in motion a continuous morphing of self.
Then an Angel came at a time of great change. One of those who gifts their presence to walk the earth among us. She showed me a point in my chest around my collar bone. It was above my heart center, below my throat chakra. When she pointed it awakened. First as a tiny point of bright light. It quickly became a white cross or star. It reached slightly up and down in height and vast distances side to side to the horizons. It remained all evening and was solidly in place the next morning. It was a place of stability. A common perch. It grew in stableness and size for several days. About three days later it slowly shifted down. I had earlier in the year awakened a vast space of heart, of heart center, and it was a place I often experienced the world from, and explored self within. On this day this white cross of centering and balance merged with my Heart Center. At that moment if become a place to always return. A place called home.
There is now a vast calmness within me whenever I need it. It is very amazing. In this place all is fine in the world. All is possible. All makes sense.
Do I live there always?
No not yet.
I still catch myself off balance. I still need reminders from angels.
But day by day I am getting closer to always returning there. It usually takes a little time to retrain the mind and it's habits. Some of us learn quicker than others. Some of us get caught wandering farther than others and forget the way home. It's all good and all part of growth.
Will I eventually always live there?
I dream it so.
Here is an example of applying this center ...
When I reach a new town in a far away place, and that fear that I'm way out on a limb starts to creep up. I now look and see I'm off center a little. I find that center balance and smile at everyone I meet, connect with Mother Earth, remember who they are, what they do for me, and what I do for them, and all is wonderful. Home at last within and without. ?
Here is an example of where I still wander and lose my way home ...
I carry others advice very dearly. I know everyone counts and everyone has something to add and share. It's why we are here walking the path with others. And I honor and cherish every word of those I love. Like everyone I easily get caught up in lessons and teachings of others. Other's truths. Which could easily apply to me, or perhaps only apply to them, or both, or just thoughts. And often they may only be reading the current vibration I'm emanating from myself. And often are channelling directly what Spirit needs me to know.
But I find myself easily lost and following a maze of mixed possibilities. And quickly find I'm flip flopping all over. Out of balance.
If I remember to stop! and reach the center I find My answers for me. I can see the possibilities and more easily decide which ones I like. Which ones I choose. Which I will manifest. Self centering will become so important.
So from here out I will work diligently at always returning home.
To always finding that place.
That place of peace between steps,
between words,
between thoughts,
between worlds.
- Love always - Avatar Seriph Soph
P.S. This will also reduce the stress level with friends I call on too often. (LOL)
Original Eagle image from an early morning midcoast Maine